how happy we could have been
today
feeding this demanding child
keeping him safe and well
work issues when i'm at work
the ports of a server
it is a little bit at a time
that person and how to help them
the moment i am living in right now
all the opportunities to improve that are lost
how much my feet hurt
how there are probably way more qualified people than me
what i have lost
blogging
how sad it's going to be for all those people expecting
internet
the sheer amount of angst
how much worse it must be for their family
the same thing over and over
her
the days of striving
new york
the dog
how hard life would be in that situation
those teeth latching onto you
the feel of light grey smoke filling my lungs as i deeply inhale
telling the story the best way i can
working harder and dreaming bigger
your lips
my songs
getting naked
enjoying the time i have left
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"I can only think about"
